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Happy Birthday Girlfriend!

2012-01-15T16:43:00.003+08:00

My girlfriend, my sister that I wish I had, my adviser whenever time gets rough, the one that brings us together and influence us with your cherry and positive vibe.

Happy Birthday dearest. Hugs and kisses aplenty for you.

Hope you love the handmade photo collage that we have made!

With love,

Candice

HAPPY.NEW.YEAR!

2012-01-01T20:22:00.003+08:00

It was a blast anticipating the new year with these two girlies. We went to "Celebrate 2012" at Marina Bay.

I came to realization that we've got pretty damn good local talent. Just to name a couple off the list, Sezairi Sezali and Inch Chua were two that got me mesmerize. Not to mention, Siti Nurhalizah whom is one big diva!

The night ended/started with a dance floor specially prepared after the count down. Unfortunately, the dj totally sucked! We got off not long after to catch the last train home.

So another year is gone.

Let bygones be bygones...

Let's rock 2012 yall!

I was so immersed... I didn't wanna come back.

2012-01-01T17:30:00.004+08:00

Hongkong... tell me what's there not to love about this country?

From good food to cheap fashion deals.. I love them all!

Everyday I'm pampered with good food. Big crunchy shrimps, roasted goose, milk tea, polo bun, Claypot rice along Temple Street, Cold Noodles, Dim Sum... and the list goes on. Also, you've never been to Hong Kong if you didn't get a bite of pipping hot egg tarts!

DAYUMMM!

Some sight seeing along the trip....

Taking a glass cable car for the very first time. It has see through glass for you to gaze the scenic view that is beneath your feet. Personally it was more of a torture than pleasure. I couldn't lift my butt out of the seat because my legs got jellied the moment I looked down.

And it's Disneyland! The land of happiness for all! It was my third trip to Disneyland. Yes THIRD trip can you imagine? Hongkong's Disneyland ain't very huge thus it was pretty mundane for me. Except for the new sector, Toy Story Land which has the latest, most thrilling ride in Disneyland. With that said, it was pretty mild too. You can't expect heart racing rides since it suppose to be all children's dreamy, happy land~

No more Disneyland for me if I'm ever going back to Hong Kong. I'm keen in visiting those in Tokoy, Paris or California though.

The only horror for this trip was the accommodation. It was cramp and located at a sloppy looking building. The top right picture was what I'm gazing every night... trying to live in delusion that I'm staying in that hotel instead. Lesson learnt, never ever put your fate in the hands of others. Even if it meant paying more, at least you could get a more decent place to stay.

To end it off, it was a simple meet up with my Hong Kong buddy, Kate. Due to time constraint, we had to leave for the airport right after the lunch. But it was a good catch up!

Needless to mention about the shopping. Definitely more stuff added to my wardrobe!

I ♥ ♥ ♥ HK!

Feliz Navidad

2011-12-24T00:26:00.006+08:00

Sleigh bells are ringing.. and you know what's coming :)

It's Christmas tomorrow!

May it be a merry and joyous occasion for all.

So here's my Christmas wish / Advance new year resolution.

I'M GONNA SHED THAT POUNDS!!

"EAT. TO. EXERCISE"

Moi shall live and breathe by that quote.

Things you should know / already knew.

2011-12-03T01:08:00.003+08:00

I'm not pretty.

I'm not skinny.

I'm not hot.

I'm socially awkward.

I'm not a smooth talker.

I don't express my thoughts well.

I'm unnoticeable.

I'm plain.

I've got no character.

I'm always going with the flow.

I could be insensitive.

Or maybe over sensitive at times.

I'm quiet.

I've got low self esteem.

I'm money minded.

I'm materialistic.

I'm a crybaby.

I am just never good enough...

Never the girl you want me to be.

That is just who I am.

Dimple Couple

2011-11-28T20:44:00.002+08:00

My Mondays are complete with Teuki and Sora :)

Fourteen

2011-11-21T22:44:00.005+08:00

The day Wj "booked" the entire restaurant for me. A cozy western place near at Tanjong Pagar called 'Aglio Oilo'.

I like simple dates like this. Nothing fanciful, but full of joy and true emotions. xx

Stay pretty while you can

2011-11-20T21:59:00.006+08:00

Been a while since I went out with mum. She's one who love exploring places around Singapore, despite it being pathetically small and boring. Retail therapy doesn't work on her. Between Ion or Haw Par Villa, she would choose the latter, no doubt.

Being an extra loving daughter, I've accompanied her to the World Orchid Conference at MBS. There were like a 101 species of Orchids around. I was mind blown by the unique patterns of each and every species. Just when you thought that was all, it just keeps getting better! Stripes, leopard prints, cocoa fragrant ones....endless! After which we made a trip down town to catch a glimpse of the Christmas lighting. I'm not shameful to say, I've pretty much made her day. :)

If you are having thoughts of going to WOC, I'm sorry to burst your bubble because the event officially ends.... today. If it makes you feel better, some flowers withered pretty badly. Could be the change in temperature due to the huge capacity of human in the dome. Oh them little flowers, so pretty yet so frail.

Well, the best I could do is to share my experience, through the lenses of the humble iphone 3Gs. Surprisingly, some pictures turned out good. (With credits to photo editing apps too)

So here goes, let it roll!~

If I were to be a flower my next life, I would never be daisies. It sucks to be mistaken as Sunflowers.

Spiky affair!

Flowers, flowers and more flowers!

More daisies...

Silhouette of stumpy bottle neck trees

A vintage shot of Singapore flyer with a semi completed Garden by the bay

Pretty cute caption don't you think?

I'm too lazy to upload the rest.

So good bye & good night!

Heirloom and Caramel

2011-11-03T21:22:00.005+08:00

Had an early dinner with these two lovelies. Heard that the cafe is about to close by the end of this week, thus making an effort to visit it no matter what.

Plum Vita ; Citron Presse ; Lemongrass Tea (home made)

Ham and cheese baked penne in creamy herb sauce ; Grilled bratwurst sausage spaghetti in Araniata sauce ; Salmon spaghetti in house special pink sauce

Bread & butter pudding with vanilla ice cream

Caramel chocolate muffin

Cosy sofas to slumber in on rainy days. All it takes is a cup of tea and a good book to read.

Everything in the cafe is madly love. From the meticulous selection of furniture, decorations and the great choices of pastas, desserts and beverage! Though there were some hit and misses but the nice ones left a great impact.

If only it is not moving out... it would be a great place to hang out with friends and "people watch" all day long.

Photoboother

2011-10-23T10:53:00.001+08:00

http://photoboother.com/

Bringing fun back home.

Hello straight hair, you have been missed

2011-10-07T15:35:00.001+08:00

What's happening?

2011-10-05T15:48:00.005+08:00

1. Random quote from the washroom at House Barrack Camp

2. Home made with love muffins in the shape of sunflower, from the girls to stace

3. Virgin trip to Hatched, ordered Sir Benedict

4. Abstract french nail art done at Bangkok

5. Bigbang @ F1 concert

ONE

2011-09-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

Never imagined myself to bare my heart out to someone, anyone. I had always been a cautious person, fearing of being hurt. Last year, I made a bold decision to let you in. Not really life changing I would say but definitely for the better. It feels great to have a person being there for you and doesn't judge when you let your true self out.

For everything that you had done,

I love you hun.

Happy Anniversary xx

Where everything is dirt cheap...

2011-09-14T23:53:00.002+08:00

(Clockwise from top left)

1. Taken with Lingtong and Zhaomin (my room mate), while waiting for the rest who are immerse in the shopping paradise

2. Our upgraded room as there were short of rooms when we arrived. Check out the transparent glass toilet!

3. My loots

4. Zhaomin's loots

Very little photo taken for this trip as the main aim was SHOPPING (of course). Pretty satisfied but given one more day, I would have gotten even more shoes and tops.

Definitely going back again next year!

P.s. Kinda missing you more than ever tonight.

Hello September

2011-09-09T01:07:00.012+08:00

Before leaving for my trip to Bangkok, I figured to do some updating about my 19th birthday week-long celebration. Being said week-long, it actually only lasted for.. 5 days? (Even if it wasn't, I choose to believe so)

It first started with a trip to USS with my two dear girls and Wj. Sadly Yz wasn't able to join us due to high fever :( We would definitely have more fun with him around. Nonetheless, we still enjoyed and not forgetting to get him a "Get Well Soon" Gingie.

Famished peeps who didn't manage to finish the pizzas.

The only characters we took with were Joker, the penguins from Madagascar and a random Egyptian girl. Gonna go back to have more photos with Kungfu Panda or something. (The girl in yellow shirt looked like she is part of us)

The trip to USS was my first time sitting on the Battlestar Galatical! I've got some dizzy spells after going for consecutive rides. As we've gotten the express pass, both the "Human" and "Cylon" were side by side. So we just hopped over to the other after one is done. Mad fun and totally worth the money!

So on the eve of my birthday, Wj brought me out for a date ;)

I like mentioning it as a date cause it sounded more fun that way. We both gave our virgin try on Wii to PlayNation, and even tried on conquering the Band Hero! Dear lord, it was such a horror. The staff even suggested us another game which is a much simpler version of Band Hero to start off, after seeing us struggling in the game. That's how bad we are.

But still 100% for striking a winning pose.

After which, we drove up to Dempsey Hill where Wj reserved a place at House @ Barracks for dinner! Again... it's my first time going to Dempsey Hill. Feel like I'm living in an ancient well for the past 19 years.

I remembered seeing the Vintage Tea Party being promoted on 8days once, but never thought I would really get to the place someday. Surprisingly their menu is at a pretty reasonable rate. Definitely going back to try on the Vintage Tea Party!

Loving the interior of the entire restaurant. Every chairs have their own unique design and the place is lited with many light bulbs hanging on the ceiling. And I could go on and on about it...

Wj ordered a "Muah Muah" tea which was pretty refreshing!

Happy boy with his "Muah Muah"!

Apart from beverage, their food is top notch too. They've got the BEST STEAK EVER served with port wine gravy and side dishes includes green vegies and mash potato! Recently I've got a thing for mash potatoes. I get very amazed by those really good ones that has some lumps inside but still so soft and tasty! And I'm not mentioning about those from KFC. So gonna learn how to cook Mash P. someday!

On the day of my birthday, I had lunch with my parents, gramps and cousin at Crystal jade before heading over to Hard Rock Hotel for a night stay with friends! Last year, I had my birthday celebration at Hard Rock Cafe, and this year it sort of upgraded. haha

Me and momsie, almost fading into the background.

Dad trying to act cute? cool? I don't know...

And dinner @ Chilli's with my super red face as we were playing some drinking games before that. I was all groggy and dizzy. *Head spinning right round right round~*

And the next morning a short swim and tanning session with my dear girls at the pool!

For today, I tried conquering Rock Band again with Sunz and we even played Kinect. It was a long day and it ended with a sweet surprise planned by them. More to be mention next time when the pictures are uploaded.

Now I've got exactly 1.5 hours left to sleep before heading to the Airport.

I'm choosing to believe that this trip is a continuation of my birthday celebration. It shall be a month of celebration instead of a week.

September... Rock on! \m/

The 11th month

2011-08-18T01:07:00.003+08:00

This post, is clearly yet another rejoicing of commitment in love. Say what?? Just 11 months and fancy typing a chunk of words, making as if you know shit about romance?

No I don't. I really don't.

Maybe even till the age of 60, all old and wise, I might not truly understand the meaning of love. Because love, is a tricky thing.

Loving someone could be easy, but being in love is one helluva ride which silly people chose to get their mind totally fucked up. (Pardon my profanities)

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On the 17th of every month, we've got to crack our brains on what to do, where to go, how to make things special. But seriously, do we really have to seek for such superficial stuff? Why do we have to follow the crowd and celebrate love? Being in love is a couple thing. We should not be blinded by what the society had painted the world to be.

Through the months, we have done almost everything we could for mini celebrations. Going out for a movie, a good meal, trip to the zoo and many more. This time, we went to study and had a simple meal as both of our budgets are tight.

Believe it or not? It was actually the best one we ever had. It could have been the over thinking, the lack of meet-ups and communication... leading us to spill our hearts out, face to face, soul to soul. Tonight I was unguarded. I was prepared to be hurt, knowing that the truth may not be what he wants to hear. I could see a little disappointment, but a whole lot more of receiving.

Turns out, we had a great exchange of how we truly felt, and from there to improve, to grow, to nurture. Even though I'm not a true believer of religion, I thank God (or to whoever that had been making those big decisions up there), for the people I love and who loves me dearly too. What more can I ask for? I've been truly blessed and utterly grateful for everything in my life.

xoxo,

Candice

Wise words

2011-08-18T00:22:00.003+08:00

"We search for all our lives for someone to love, and go about trying to change them, to mold them into what we want them to be, and trying to contain them." - Nigel Lythgoe

Regrets

2011-08-15T23:44:00.004+08:00

One of my greatest regret in life is to quit Ballet. At the age of 14, the "puberty" age as most would say, I started having weird thoughts that Ballet is "lame", "uncool" and "boring". I was never the best dancer in class, probably one of the worse even. I was really quiet and didn't mingle much with the other girls. The class was clearly divided into two groups. Those that are constantly receiving praises from my teacher, and those that can never out shine. Well, I was in the minority group and week by week, my passion for dancing fades. It came into a point of time where I finally got the courage to voice out to my mum that I'm over and done with. After years of financially supporting me, even with just another year to go before "graduating", I chose to leave.

Years had past, now and then I would imagine what I might have become if I persevered till the end. But I didn't.

Watching dancing talent shows like "So You Think You Can Dance", never fails to trigger a mixture of guilt, regret and anxiety. I could still feel the tiny flame burning in me, but I would never find the courage to start learning again. Afraid of failure? Probably.

But if I could, I would love to try out Contemporary. I love the smoothness, the elegance and the lifts. How every movements leads to another making it seem so effortless and full of grace...

Well well,

Easy thoughts, difficult actions.

I'm nothing but just a quitter.

Sea of Reds

2011-08-11T01:20:00.007+08:00

This year's National Day, mum managed to get 4 tickets for a NTUC union event. It is not the same tickets as those lucky chaps who are able to sit on plastic seats at the floating platform. Ours was at Padang, sitting on the huge patch of grass and the sun totally showing no mercy. But we just make do with it...

Basically their purpose of giving out complimentary tickets to view the parade upon three big screens was to gather a large group of human to form the largest Singapore flag with red and white umbrellas.

Apart from my mum, an"old" friend of hers joined us too. She brought along a young vietnam lady to experience the Singapore culture.

Free Newpaper given out to keep us occupied. Look whose the 13th reason of celebrating the Singapore Spirit!

So apparently, when the Helicopter passed us, we were required to open up the umbrellas. The formation will then be recorded and played live at the floating platform. The funny thing is regardless of the countless times we rehearsed, when the actual event happened, all eyes were on the helicopter. I could hear the organiser helplessly screaming for us to stay focus.

He must have heaved a sigh of relief to have the formation complete, though not the best. Us truly presenting the Singapore Spirit of "Kaypoh-ness".

After our role was done, we were finally treated to watching the entire parade under the stars. The host was informative about the upcoming acts, as he goes "Look to your right! There will be fireworks in a short while!"

*Takes out camera/phones and turned to the right in unison*

Their personal event segment of passing the flame around which signifies unity or something (can't really remember), and reciting of the pledge afterwhich.

I must say I thought the action was cliche at first, but it turns out to be heart warming as it felt like we are all leading to a common goal, a common dream, we are ONE Singapore. (Patrotic much)

And of course, the highlight of all parades: Fireworks

Quite an interesting experience, but I wish to be watching at the floating platform instead. Maybe next year! *Keeping fingers crossed*

The spices of East and West

2011-08-06T14:24:00.009+08:00

A pretty slow paced Friday where school ended before noon. I had my longest craving for Thai food at Far east plaza, and so Wj and I went for some spicy goodness. Followed by some shopping but to my dismay, I bought nothing. Except for an eyeliner just to fulfill my thrill for shopping which I've been deprived of. (Not inclusive of online shopping)

Bored from aimless walking, we chilled at Starbucks before heading home to meet my parents for dinner.

I suggested Sunset Grill as I've yet to try the buffalo wings which everyone raved about. It was pretty hard to get there if you do not have transport. It's passed the army area and near to the Singapore Flying Club. Lots of turns and roundabouts and there were minimal signs to assist us. You've got to trust your instinct on which route to turn. It took us quite some time to get there despite my dad being a pretty good driver.

But all was worth it to catch the magnificent sunset while salivating onto some buffalo wings. (We were sitting inside though). Tried the level 3 buffalo wings which wasn't much of a challenge. But some people *coughs* was perspiring *coughs*.

Pretty lightings which would helped me to recognized the place in future.

Gonna challenge level 10 for my next return!

May August be a good month

2011-08-01T23:49:00.004+08:00

Today I hope that history will not repeat itself.

How saddening to know the world is full of people who are curious to know you, but only a few who really cares.

Days of my life: Seeking comfort in sweets

2011-07-31T15:20:00.004+08:00

(From top right in clockwise direction) Lychee cream puff, chocolate muffins coated with fondue, chocolate hazelnut brownie, Banana with chocolate mousse cake, coffee creme brulee

Impressions

2011-07-31T14:15:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I had a brand ambassador training, to get myself prep for my upcoming job. Been job-hopping a lot till I've finally found one that accommodates my school schedule and has an insanely good pay!

The training was conducted by the director of the recruitment company, which happens to have 9 years of experience as an image consultant. She had groomed pageant girls, sales promoters, waitresses, etc. She shared about how to be presentable and how would people relate to you based on their first impression of you.

It was a very enriching talk and I felt very motivated after which.

So it comes down to the question, "What was your first impression of me?"

I'm sure many are keen to know how others thought of them. What others might see of you could be different from how you wish to portray yourself. You don't want to be too quiet, barely noticeable and lack of character. Neither do you wish to go overboard which makes others feeling intimidated, or deem as bring unnatural, in other words, fake.

The thin vague line which we can never define.

Above all, there's one thing we should never forget.

Sweet Diposition

2011-07-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh

Macbeth, Macbeth

2011-07-03T21:16:00.002+08:00

A backdated event... for about two months? I was pretty psyched about attending this play since firstly, I haven't been to one since decade and second, it's Macbeth! Funny thing is, I know nuts about Macbeth, except being a Shakespeare's story. I just feel like getting into the arty-farty literature mode.

Apparently we were overly enthusiastic for the play. No one was there to start off the picnic which was encouraged in the brochure. It was just the crew getting ready for the event...

Nonetheless, we settled on a green patch for some snacks and later shifted to the main field when the crowd starts to ensemble.

All well prepared for the night with food bought from Carrefour.

It took some time before the show begins. Thus some photo spam while we savor on those picnic bites.

And that's Zhaomin and I acting "lovey dovey" while the rest went for toilet break.

Stef looking real bored.

And a failed attempt for group shot.

...then the witches came! And finally time for some Shakespeare goodness!

An abrupt end here, toodles!

Colour "ker-lush"

2011-06-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

Trying out some gradient nails. I'd consider myself not bad, being a first timer.

Screen Singapore

2011-06-12T00:53:00.003+08:00

The past week was mainly occupied by Screen Singapore. I didn't regret a bit for being part of this event even though the pay was, er hem, slightly below average.

I've got to know more about the film industry and the various procedures required before a movie can be released in countries. Apart from the technical information, there were also experiences shared that were very motivating for young producers. It got me a little interested in the film industry, but I'm not sure if it is something that I would wanna do in the future. Well, it's still early to make decisions..

Basically my job scope for the event was bar code scanning before anyone enters the event venue. In simpler terms, the door guards. It was pretty slack and the food at Capella was TO DIE FOR. It is the food that motivates us (especially me) to work. I can have like 4 meals a day, from breakfast, tea break, lunch and tea break again. Yeah well fun's over, now it's time for the hard work of shedding off those lard.

Besides that, there were a handful of "nice view" (as in good looking hunks) which provides eye therapy for most of the teenage girls. I was guilty of the squealing and cooing whenever a live mannequin passed by. The hottest topic was this host from Starhub, Jason Godfrey. Totally an universal eye candy!!! (Squeals again!!) But sadly we missed our chance of having a snap with him.

There were other awesome incentives too which was to catch "Larry Crowne" by Tom Hanks. We get to catch it about one month before it premieres! It is a very light-hearted movie with occasional comedy in between. With Julia Roberts as the cast, how wrong can one movie be? This is one movie that is surely not to be missed!

Well this pretty sums up my experience during Screen Singapore.

Toodles y'all!

Bad habit

2011-06-08T22:03:00.003+08:00

I really hate about my constant laziness and the lack of urgency for completing tasks. Most of the time I would idle around, doing almost nothing online. Yes, nothing online, because I've basically visited almost every site I could go. Twitter >Facebook > Blogs > Gmail > Twitter again > Facebook again, and the cycle goes on. Its not like I'm unaware of the massive wastage of time doing meaningless stuff but it never gets me started on the important ones. Then I would leave it till the last day, last hour and start rushing while peeing on my pants.

God, why do I have such a bad habit??

This is the part where I detest myself for being, me.

Well they say a leopard never changes its spots. I couldn't agree more.

"What I like and don't like so much in a woman"

2011-06-07T23:52:00.004+08:00

Source

Oh god, I do worry about my hair getting wet. How?

Center parting braids

2011-06-07T15:08:00.007+08:00

YAY or NAY?

Things to do during the Holidays

2011-06-07T14:34:00.004+08:00

Work out
Fulfill part of my "Places to eat" list
Hang out with the girls before some leaves for Myanmar
Meet up with those whom I haven't met for ages
Get a decent paid job
Clear my wardrobe
Get on track for FYP

Visual Tuesday

2011-05-31T23:47:00.007+08:00

Some visuals before Tuesday comes to an end. This also meant that almost half the year would be gone, in a snap. How much faster can time fly?

Mum is currently located at some other continent of the world. Okay

actually I ain't sure which continent is China located. Need to brush up on my general knowledge. Every Sunday/ during lectures which discussed about the current news, I would tell myself that "Okay, I must read the newspaper everyday so that I would be less of a mountain tortoise when people talk about the latest hype". Cause most of the time I would be like "Uh huhhhh..." but filled with lots of question marks at the back of my head.

Sorry I digress. So here is visual tuesday for you guys.

Starting to miss momsie already. 3 more nights to bear sleeping all alone. :(

A night where Wj and I head out for supper after our work. We went to a pub located at Geylang which has many oldies mandarin songs to reminisce.

Wj accompanying me for the first night when mum and grandma were away. Whip a simple meal and the company was great.

I would always pass by this restaurant during my attachment days w/o fail. This is to remind myself that I MUST try it some day.

And 1-for-1 Frolick on a Monday night with Eunice and Keping. A short catching up session :>

Well that's about it! I'm quite doomed for the next paper as nothing had gotten into my head. I repeat, NOTHING. Keeping my fingers cross that I would be able to wake up early to squeeze some info into my brain.

May June be a good month for me, and you! xx

Graduation.. soon

2011-05-27T21:36:00.001+08:00

Next year, roughly about this time, it would be my turn to put on the dark blue cloak and lit my brightest smile to receive the certificate of diploma. Oh god, I hope that I am ready for it.

It's kinda weird how I wished it would happen soon and yet a tinge of fear is emerging. Fear of not doing up to expectations probably? Or just purely fear of the future. Because right after this, it would be a next leap/phase of life. New school (hopefully), new environment, and a huge load of responsibilities to bear.

Whatever the case, I should focus on this current exam.

Time to be more disciplined and exercise self-control.

Never ever

2011-05-26T09:05:00.004+08:00

Don't say "I will never ever..." for you may never know, you might just like the things you restrict yourself to do. Life's too short for seriousness, so let's just have some fun :)

P.s. But well if you tried it and still dislike it, then that's another story

Forgive, because I'm a girl

2011-05-22T11:51:00.002+08:00

Getting mad over the slightest issue,

Having arguments which could be avoidable,

Always needing you to give in first,

Forgive me,

For I'm a girl.

Somebody's nineteen

2011-05-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Fel! xoxo

So the usual girls and I sneakily collaborated with her mum and we surprised her while she's still asleep. It was a total success and quite memorable... (butt incident..erhem). Next was a lunch at "15minutes", a cafe located @ Laselle. The food is damn cheap and good. Definitely going back next time!

Sadly I had to part from the girls due to work and major lack of sleep. Nevertheless, I'm sure they had fun!

P.s. Pardon my ugly nails as this is the only picture that I find myself presentable.

Random facts

2011-05-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

A very rare day for me to find the vibe to blog.

Some random facts about me:

#1 I prefer photos in monochrome than colour

#2 I can be quite a crybaby

#3 Super Mario is my all time favourite game

#4 It takes quite some time for me to speak out or be comfortable with strangers

#5 I can't survive financially w/o a part time job

#6 I love baileys and rum

#7 Travelling is a very expensive hobby of mine

#8 In a way, I'm quite a laid back person. But when I'm determined to get something done, I could be quite anal about it.

#9 If you lie, you die. (Haha not that serious, but definitely a thing to loose my trust)

#10 I love massages

That's all for now and till then,

xoxo!

Note to self

2011-04-25T23:42:00.006+08:00

Sometimes you wonder, why this person acts this way? His or her actions may be so provoking, leaving you with much disgust and excessive rolling of eyes.

But then again, why do you have to bother so much about others? Just live your own life and values. That's all it takes, and all that's worth.

"What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger"

2011-04-25T00:45:00.005+08:00

Seemed like this month is cursed. I've been witnessing quite a number of breakups, and to my dearest friend whom I believed has a strong will power.

You might be going through storm, but you are never alone. We often have to make tough decisions which could give you some emotional torment. Cry it out, do some retail therapy or anything to get your mind off that issue.

Time will heal it all.

I wish you well.

+++

2011-04-24T01:20:00.005+08:00

They say communication is key, and I couldn't agree more :)

Haven't been updating much as life had been pretty constant. It's back to school for the third and final year. Ain't really adjusted to the "school mode" yet, but I'm sure soon enough I will be. (Hopefully)

Simplicity is at its best for now.During non-curriculum hours, time was spent with my dear ones. Not much of a major activity but just some impromptu outings which always turned out great. The other day was my first couple date and it quite an experience. (in a good way) Then was last night which I had a sudden urge to sing, I ended up having a midnight karaoke session with my lovelies.

Yay to positive vibes in my life!

Batam

2011-04-15T10:27:00.014+08:00

This is not Batam.

It is just a picture taken in the lift, trying to hoax people that Batam is like this. Which in actual fact, the sea water is dark and smelly. Nevertheless, I still enjoyed my 2 days 1 night trip. It is a short relaxation to clear my mind off the hectic lifestyle and to enjoy before year 3 begins.

And so because I had 3 days + of time off to claim, I've decided to persuade my mum to go Batam for a getaway. And off I went with my parents and Wj!

Wj trying to sleep on the ferry which is quite impossible to do so as I was pestering him.

We stayed in Harris Resort, and it was fairly good. The room was rather spacious and there were many facilities in the resort. Such as spa, foot reflexology, swimming pool and jacuzzi. Not to mention the friendly staff who greets us whenever we walk pass them.

Had some instant noodles for lunch before heading to their "Big Splash" for some splashing good time.

Unfortunately it wasn't up to expectations, and we barely enjoyed. Most of the time was spent floating around the lazy pool and taking slides which had a super short adrenaline rush. Mehhhh it was a total waste of money. Worse of all, most of the people there were Indonesians. Wj and I were like the only chinese and we felt like outcasts. Oh well, we ARE outcasts.

So we got bored and decided to buy some Marybrown to nibble on and gaze upon those big fat houseflys who are different from Singapore's. They will not fly away even if you shake them off. Stubborn much. Finally our pick up came and we head back to the resort for some real fun at the sea.

Both of us well prepared and excited for the sea sports. We took a package which consist of para-sailing, banana boat, jet sking and kayaking. All these for just 60 bucks! Awesome deal!

Wj getting ready to 'fly'

Like a giant rainbow jellyfish up in the sky.

And my turn to 'fly' up the sky.

I think I look skinny in this pic. hehe

Aftermath of para-sailing: Overdose of excitement

Next up was banana boat which we chose to overturn. It turned out to be a great decision as it was so thrilling when the boat was titled and on the verge of toppling but we still hold on very tightly to the handles.

The third activity was jet sking which was damn cool! i imgained myself being in one of those olden days Jackie Chan movie where they chase the bad guy with a jet ski and a gun on their hands.

Didn't take any pictures of kayaking. Well, you know it is just kayaking. Nothing special to rave about.

The magnificent sunset which the picture do no justice to it. I swear it was 100000000 times prettier.

As the resort was quite isolated, we could only have dinner within the compund. Otherwise we would have to travel via taxi to the nearest shopping mall which is some 30 mins ride. So we settled our dinner at H Grill.

The food was not so bad, but the prices were a little steep. Next time got to bring own maggie mee.

Candid shot of mummy. I just can't stop laughing at this pic! Hahaha!

Wee wee~ Nice back view *winks*

On the second day, we had to check out early then we headed for some foot reflexology. It was a challenge of my endurance and I managed to pass through that ordeal. Somewhat painful but shiok at the same time.

After which, we headed to the ferry terminal to return back to Singapore. I must say that the getaway was super short. If only I had another day to try the spas and other activities. But oh wells, there would always be another time.

Free bird

2011-04-11T20:58:00.001+08:00

The hardest part is not learning the truth, but letting go.

Now that I have done so, I feel free.

Strong

2011-04-10T11:47:00.001+08:00

Nobody taught me how to deal with this. Guess I have to do this alone.

P.s. I'll be good, no worries :)

知足

2011-04-09T22:39:00.004+08:00

I've got great parents who dote on me (a lot), a small but supportive group of friends, and an occasionally annoying yet irresistible boyfriend.

What more could I ask for?

愚人的國度

2011-03-27T18:20:00.002+08:00

心中的忐忑

2011-03-27T17:52:00.003+08:00

挣扎是为了要争取什么？

有话却不懂得表达出来，

有泪又不能痛快的哭一场。

把时间倒转到问题还没出现的那一刻，

假装，伪装，快乐。

把心中的不满一一的说明，

争吵，坦白，但不快乐。

若是你，你会选那一个？

没那么简单

2011-03-27T11:34:00.003+08:00

有时后觉得自己在寻找不必要的烦恼。

看着他的背影慢慢的离开我的视线，

他那沉重的脚步，我知道他累了。

是我，害得他觉得自己对我不够好。

我的自私，

我的任性，

我对他的倚赖。

不知何时我的占有性变的那么强。

我痛恨这一面的我。。。

PIA

2011-03-22T11:21:00.001+08:00

Once I asked a senior, how to achieve the good grades when time is not on our side?

His replied was, "How?

PIA LOR

!!"

Now must really PIA. ALL. THE. WAY.

Sunday afternoon

2011-03-14T14:45:00.003+08:00

It was a lazy Sunday, and I didn't feel like doing much. No swimming, no running, no exercise to be exact. Just wanna laze around and spend time with Wj, since we haven't met much during the week.

So initially we thought of heading for IT show, but he being, erm "not-so-good" with directions, we missed the turn to the parking lots. So we head straight and landed at east coast. So much of a lazy Sunday, I ended up cycling and getting back my ugly watch tan!

Was wearing pumps which felt a little inappropriate and uncomfortable for cycling thus we bought slippers. Very much of a Facebook addict.

Stopping by the jetty for some rest and cam-whoring. Wj looking like he's dead beat from the cycle. Lousy pok!

"More Sundays like this please" kinda face.

And back to the mundane life of an attachment kid.

Random shots

2011-03-10T13:47:00.006+08:00

A very satisfied outcome of my virgin tie-dying session with fel. That's my fav piece.

My last supper @ SPIZE to end of my pathetic (5 days) holidays.

Was too eager to eat thus the half eaten brownie on top.

Out with my fav girl which I haven't met for more than a month.

Beggar jeans which I'm totally in love with right now.

Latest dessert crave! Now it's creme brulee.

My dorky boy ♥

Be contended

2011-02-28T20:30:00.003+08:00

"If you think you are rich, there will be some one richer. If you think you are poor, there will be some one poorer. So just be contended with what you have . "

Let this motivate me for the 6 weeks ahead. This shall be my last time whining and complaining about how unfair life can be, how shit always happen on me. Got noted on the company I'll be attached to, average pay, an hour journey to work, seemingly unrelated to my course.

BUT IT'S FINE!

I will learn to embrace the experience and get some useful skills out of this 6 weeks.

Good days.Bad days

2011-02-26T20:14:00.003+08:00

a summary of my week

critical examinations
almost won lottery
bought a new mobile phone (omgbb!!)
friendship reconciled?
caught 127 hours (inspiring indeed)

hope for better weeks ahead! itp is starting reeeeal soon!

One mistake leads to great consequences

2011-02-23T23:09:00.005+08:00

Reflecting back, I'm the one who got myself into such a state. The state of self-pitying for getting 'throw-face' results that I had achieve from half of my poly life. That's pretty pathetic.

I have no one to blame but myself. For being so complacent after getting a pretty acceptable grade during year one sem one. YEAR ONE SEM ONE ONLY AND YOU HAOLIAN ALREADY?!?! See now your toes are laughing at your tragic outcome.

Right now, I'm in a struggle to achieve at least 3.8 GPA for the rest of my semesters so as to get a mere 3.5 GPA for university. WHYYYY? Why didn't i learnt the importance of maintaining my grades so that life would be more of a breeze, rather than being stressed up that if I screwed any of my following semester exams, I can bid farewell to the big U!

During sec school days, we could still do some last min studying, practice on past year papers and hoping that somehow, we would pass with a doable grade. And indeed! It worked! But not this time. Things had changed, because the effort put in had to be throughout the entire poly life.

Well, no point crying over spilled milk now. Let's just say it's not too late to realize your mistake and amend it. Am gonna paste a humongous "GET YOUR 3.5 GPA!" at my study table to give myself a constant reminder.

THIS IS NOT YOUR DREAM, CANDICE IS GOING TO STUDY FOR REAL. B)

Kaleidoscope Heart

2011-02-20T12:51:00.003+08:00

Great companion on a Sunday afternoon.

A random thought

2011-02-19T23:19:00.003+08:00

Why do we have to be so hard on ourselves? Life is too short for regrets. I wish some mistakes could be erased, some grudges could be taken away.

I miss everyone.

1 month

2011-02-16T21:12:00.001+08:00

and still no improvements

Mon Saint-Valentin

2011-02-15T13:30:00.005+08:00

To be honest, this is my first, official Valentine's Day. And I must say, it had become one of my favorite celebration of the year. Christmas would always be at the top of my list, no doubt.

People may say "Valentine is just another day". Uh huh.. Just another day of pampering and being loved. Not many guys actually spent the effort to give surprises after surprises. And most of all, nobody love me like you do.

I wanna be your Valentine not just today, but forever.. on and on :)

P.s. Mushiness overloaded. This is so not me. Guess love really changes a person.

mère

2011-02-13T17:48:00.002+08:00

She came back sounding worried, asking me in a concerned tone "Why, what happened?" I didn't had to say much and she seem to understand. When she's here, it seemed like all my worries are gone, all problems can be solved. She is that invincible, and that's my mum.

Bonjour

2011-02-08T22:09:00.005+08:00

Oh hai I'm back for a moment. I had this sudden urge to return to this long abandoned space, where I used to share my silly thoughts.

The reason for returning was because Tumblr lacks in something which Blogger provides. I guess because we're so use to just re-blogging pictures and quotes that we like, we never actually get to express how we truly felt. Even so, it's just briefly and nothing in depth.

I had been feeling rather listless these days, not wanting to interact much with humans, not wanting to express my thoughts, not wanting to put my emotions to the extreme. People may think that I'm being 'cold' but the thing is, I'm just so tired of being human.

Does such thoughts ever occur to you? Of being so mentally drained you just don't wish to do anything more out of your comfort zone.

Omg i don't wish to be in this emo shit, maybe I just need more rest.

let it roll

2010-11-10T15:54:00.001+08:00

Checking out tumblr for a while :>

The anti-social network

2010-11-08T23:45:00.002+08:00

They say Facebook is a network to help you socialize with people around you. Even those that you barely met for a few minutes, you could simply find their particulars from Facebook. Then came Twitter, Tumblr and many other socializing network.

Truth is, they make you more anti-social then you can be. What could be the root of 'evil' would be data plans/ iphones/ bbs/ any other smart phones around, which makes it super convenient for people to access to these networks.

Nonetheless, I still wanna wanna get an iphone with data plan!!!!!!!
IDC IF IT MEANS BEING ANTI-SOCIAL. IN FACT I LOVE TO BE!

hahahaha done with my post. Don't complain for my lack of updates, because I don't have an iphones/ bbs/ any other smart phones with data plan to update frequently.

FML :(

Trick or treat?

2010-10-31T22:17:00.004+08:00

Happy Halloween!!!
I've got a confession to make...
I am playing dress up for the first time in my 18 years on Earth.

Chuck chuck chuck~~~

Forever 18

2010-10-31T21:45:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to our 'youngest' gal in the clique. The pictures on Facebook do no justice to my camera. It all turn out grainy and disgusting. I just can't complete the job of tagging people cause I'm so embarassed to do so!

Facebook should do something about it.. meanwhile girls, get the pictures from me instead. It is much clearer and grain free!

Another year "younger"

2010-10-24T00:50:00.003+08:00

To the woman that I admire and respect most.
She taught me countless things in life.
She knows me better than anyone could possibly do.
And she love me for who I am.

Happy Birthday Mum :)

xoxo,
Your lovely daughter.

Watami?

2010-10-19T23:33:00.002+08:00

Serving for two? Indulging in such sinful stuff just once should be enough. I shall abstain from Jap food for one month at least.

One

2010-10-17T21:53:00.005+08:00

You don't know how lovely you are ♥

The ugly side of internet.

2010-10-10T01:11:00.005+08:00

This is so terrifying. How the net can control your emotions and feelings. Just by not being in contact for about a week, I'm feeling kinda left out. Like I am way behind others be it latest news /gossips / updates on daily lives. And for being in contact, I meant checking up on twitter, facebook, etc. All these social media tools are just so mind controlling!

Maybe we should all get back to the days where only snail letters exist. And people would make the effort to meet up, instead of updating each other through the virtual world.

God gave us legs for a reason.

Sounds more like a holiday

2010-09-30T18:48:00.001+08:00

Heading for a short trip to Taiwan! :>

P.s. I'll miss you.

Rock n Roll!~

2010-09-29T00:45:00.009+08:00

Some people are really good at sending you to guilt trips. They just know the way to get around you and make you feel bad.

xxx

Had started working at Hardrock, and the people there are truly hard rockers. Might take some time for me to get out of my puny shell. You know that I have a little ball of fire burning, called the passion for rock and roll.

Haha crap only. Soon enough I would be hurling vulgarities like it is my mother tongue. You see how humans tend to contradict themselves for doing things which they say they would never do.

I'm a perfect example.

You could be sleeping while I'm up for work.

2010-09-27T08:05:00.002+08:00

These days I had been so busy, I didn't have time to rest. Everyday I'm just yawning away...
I don't have time for a chat with mum,
don't have time to spam twitter,
don't have time to see my expired dramas,
don't have time to blog shop.. well, that should be excused since I'm broke now..

I just need time to have a good rest.

"Thank God I stayed for my own happiness"

2010-09-23T23:48:00.004+08:00

It is always easy to give up/let go. But when you choose to hold on, what you get might be more than you expect. That happiness makes it all worth while.

Hi S,

2010-09-19T11:10:00.002+08:00

Welcome on board the hot-ta-molly train for the eighteens.

xoxo,
Candice

Truly, your fear is your biggest enemy.

2010-09-17T11:34:00.003+08:00

If the sun doesn't rise, and we just lay in this position forever...
we would be the superhereos of our dreams.
Living up to our names, all high and mighty.

Away from the mundane stuff

2010-09-11T18:10:00.003+08:00

A day out with friends, is a meaningful day. So it's forgivable to set aside my notes even if it's still exam period aye?

18

2010-09-06T00:15:00.005+08:00

And this marks the end of another year of celebration with the massive amount of wishes be it thru message, facebook, email or face to face.

Each and everyone of your wishes had been greatly appreciated. Especially to those few who made a larger effort of planning surprises and celebrating this very day with me. It is the company that matters, really. I'm not good at expressing my feelings... so I just wanna to say a BIG thankyou to you all.

You know who you are, hunks & babes :>

How could I leave out my precious momsie who was even more excited than I am? Thanks for everything mum, who can't be an actress, period. Not even a calefare.

This is not the end, but just the beginning of my life as a legal kid. Yeah 18 homies, I'm finally joining the group!!

P.s. Another year to know who stays.. and who's gone.

The girl who turned 18

2010-09-05T18:58:00.004+08:00

and had nothing much to do on her Birthday...
I had awesome celebrations though. One last night, and the other in the noon.

Tried taking a good o' nap, but my bed ain't seductive enough. So here goes the series of web cam pics. Happy Birthday to self! :>

Lit a smile on my face

2010-09-04T12:29:00.003+08:00

X

2010-09-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave

@kongggz

2010-09-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

Glee

2010-08-31T22:02:00.001+08:00

Taken from tumblr

I could totally feel for Emma.

We mug

2010-08-31T20:56:00.006+08:00

Been eating so much lately, and most of it is Mac Donalds. OMGIKNOWTHISISDAMNFATTENING!!!
But no choice since it's revision period for module test.

Free nuggets ^^,
And I even went home for dinner after that.

Angie took this pic of me. My innocent looking face O:)

& that's Angie with her "Whuttt!" kinda face. An eye for an eye babe... ;)

Nothing's easy

2010-08-30T22:21:00.005+08:00

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

What superhero powers would you like to have?

2010-08-29T22:00:00.002+08:00

I don't know if mind reading is counted as a superhero power. But I would totally do whatever it takes to get that.

I'm not greedy. I just need to read one and clear my doubts.

(blank)

2010-08-29T21:41:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I think that I think too much, thinking about all the worst case scenarios and think about how others will think about me after knowing what I think.

I should seriously stop thinking too much.

P.s. Tagboard is back for a while cause Tyz had an awesome comment in mind. Thanks for being so steady to ease my cravings for chee cheong fan. Hehehe :>

No telepathy

2010-08-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

@PS

Me: So where are we going now?
Angie: dont know?
Me: Want to walk down?
Angie: Okay downstairs is B what?
Me: Er.... I meant walk down to Orchard.

Both burst into laughter.

So vulnerable

2010-08-27T23:06:00.011+08:00

Got this strong urge to just shout, "Fuck the world, I'm gonna do the things I wanna do and say the things I wanna say."

But so many factors we've got to consider that holds us back.

I get so tired of everything, I just wished to have a shoulder to lean on..

The feeling of "I hate birthdays" is back.

P.s. Don't be shock. Profanities had always been part of me, just that I kept it inside. I choose not to display this side of me, until today.

Give me a little space to whine

2010-08-26T03:38:00.004+08:00

I was trying to complete some serious geek job but gave up after 5 hours of torment. Thank God for IT will never exist again after this very last project.

In total mood of despair, I was reminiscing about the past on Facebook. Some photos were way back, during secondary school days while others were just during year one of poly. Nevertheless, they all look hideous! My hair was totally CMI! To image I went through this for about 3 years at least. Gosh, how did I even pass through that period of time?! Every year, you can see the changes but it is still spoilt, damage and fugly! Even until now.

Especially during prom. Gawd, firstly I regretted rebonding at a super low quality house salon, and secondly was my hideous outfit. What was I thinking back then?!

Every teenage girl's dream is to have a great and memorable prom. Wearing a stunning outfit with a nice hairdo to spam pictures on Facebook. And uh me? It's so hideous that I'm trying to untage myself right now.

And it is so hard to get good pictures because I just ain't photogenic. Sometimes, it's not that you do not have self confidence or self love. Cus truth is, almost any angle don't make me look good. You may say, God create us all differently and each has it's own type of beauty. But most of the time, when the defination of beauty had been craft in people's head permanently, it is hard to change their views on what beauty is.

Everyone bound to have an ugly past. Just that mine lasted longer, till the extend of haunting me for life.

Happy feet

2010-08-23T21:01:00.004+08:00

Jumps up and down and twirls around in this comfy soles. Luv it! :}

For the first time

2010-08-23T00:35:00.003+08:00

Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy

Releasing on 5th Sept. What an auspicious date (:

Kids

2010-08-22T23:47:00.005+08:00

Kids nowadays are so possessive. They want it, they get it.
Just like my little cousin. At an age of five, he is such a tyrant.

It very much reflects on their upbringing by his parents. They clearly pampered him too much.

---

You know how helping out in YOG allows more exposure to different kinds of people from various parts of the world. Most of the athletes don't look their age. They are generally between 15-18 but most of them look like they are in their twenties.

Look at them, I look back at myself. Are we under nourished? Nooo, I think we are fed pretty well just that we tend to grow sideways instead of height.

Razzle dazzle

2010-08-20T02:18:00.005+08:00

Hi ho, I wanna sleep, I can feel my eye lids begging me to give them some rest. But hell no, cause I just ate a quarter pounder burger at 11pm. Yes, one helluva fattening burger with two layers of beef and cheese, at such an hour. Guilty conscious, I'm trying to let it digest for a little while more before I can finally call today an end.

This holiday had been pretty boring. YOG had taken up most of the days while the rest would mostly be spent at home. I officially proclaim myself to be a no-lifer!

My job scope in YOG had been pretty easy, doing transport management for the clients at the Convention Centre. Which means, yes! I get to see cute athletes all over the world. And even get to have a short chat plus some snapping of pictures along the way. *Beams*
The volunteers there are mostly friendly peeps, you can basically smile to almost anybody wearing that hideous purple shirt with orange stripes at the sides. So with the positive vibe around, no doubt I had fun volunteering.

And just so you know, the title has zero link to this post.

Adding on to the randomness, I always have the urge to learn English all over again because I think I suck at it. It is totally ruined after 17 years of poor english usage. Grammer, verb, tenses.. I wanna know you all over again.

Oh, and my new found ambition is to be a magazine editor. Just a moment of interest...

It's 2.30am! Time to sleep. I believe the digestion had 80% completed.

I suddenly missed

2010-08-20T01:47:00.004+08:00

I wish that they would come back as a group soon. Meanwhile, just oggle on Jaejoong's hawt bod. This is truly a fan girl post and I can't believe I'm actually doing that. They are the ones that got me started with K pop. Regardless of whichever new band than comes about, you guys are still undefeatable. Most charismatic boy band ever, Dong Bang Shin Ki.

-Always keep the faith-

Jobless for the month

2010-08-15T23:27:00.005+08:00

Some people are just so irresponsible, you wonder what were they taught during their phase of growing up.

I think my boss(es) are finding 101 ways for me to surrender and quit. But I simply choose not to. One fine day.. when they are shorthanded and finally learn the importance of my existance, I would then tell them I've got a job with a better pay. Then turn my head without hesitation and walk out of the shop.

IN YOUR FACE SUCKAAAAS!

All these would only be possible in my dreams, because I'm such a wimp.

我是一只小小鸟

2010-08-13T15:23:00.001+08:00

Gooosebumps all over.

You should rename as HOT

2010-08-13T14:07:00.004+08:00

Muscle spasm!!

Saw this long ago but I just thought of uploading it since I'd nothing much better to do. I was suppose to pack my notes and come up with a good study plan but ended up spring cleaning my study area. Now I need to get boxes to organise my stuff.

Pamper yourself

2010-08-07T23:22:00.004+08:00

A simple day at home, packing my wardrobe, taking out unwanted clothes to allow more space for new ones, cleaning off my nail polish on both hands and legs, applying a new coat of pastel purple on my nails which intoxicated my grandma for quite a while, and lastly to rescue my eyes from those deadly eye bags.

Thankfully the rebonding I did last night turned out to be pretty satisfactory. However, look at my short fringe! The hairdresser asked if I want it above my eye, I replied yes, and *SNIP* It became above my eyebrows! :(

What's done can't be undone. The holidays came just in time...
it will grow, it must grow, please for god sake grow.

I'll be stronger

2010-08-05T23:25:00.007+08:00

The Candice of today will be different from before. For now to tear down my strong front, requires double the effort.

I've been silly and a little out of control. For all that unexplainable insanity, let me just blame on the booze, even though it was super mild.

I'm sober n cool (:

-2

2010-08-05T01:18:00.005+08:00

Things are really simple but it's our minds that make it complicated.
It is never gonna solve the problem until we speak out.

Who are you, exactly? What is going through your mind?

Universal lies

2010-08-04T17:51:00.002+08:00

That's so true and essential for life.

Dreamer is the real you

2010-07-25T10:01:00.004+08:00

I like to dream.

It brings you to the past and changes it. It takes you to the future where it is so unpredictable and sometimes farfetched. It gets to the stuff that you desire most in reality.

Only in dreams, I get the courage to fight for the things that I want. Fall in love, tour around the world, have a great laugh and do it all over again.

However, I detest the aftermath of a dream. The waking up process, knowing that all these isn't true. Giving out a little sigh while lying on my bed, staring into the ceiling. Things remain the way it is before you entered dreamland. Problems still exist.

Well, just take it as a cheap thrill and never get too attached to a seemingly perfect dream. Every happy ending bound to have their negative sides. It might take away the person/things that you treasure most right now. Would you bear to trade for that?

Nuff said. Time to get projects completed as that was my main point of surfing the web in such an early hour. Life just has too many temptations.. I need self-control.

Update: Just as I was talking about this in the morning, I watched Inception at night. Insane movie talking about a dream inside a dream, of another dream and it goes on..(SPOILER ALERT!) I think there's a total of seven dreams throughout the movie. Joseph Gordon-Levitt is really cute, but Leonardo DiCaprio has that charm, like always.